And sketchy and strange and insane and crazy and shady and weird. I'll never get it! Seriously, there are only a few, perhaps, a couple people that are worth it. When did the world forget important things?
Whatever though, because it felt like the ocean was 5 feet away tonight. It blew through my hair like summer and I'm about to go study for a fucking Biology test and I have never been so damn excited. I feel like using a run-on sentence because I can 'cause it doesn't get any better than tonight.
I lose everything. No cell phone, no license, no money because I have to pay for new cell phones and licenses. I was thinking about driving to Spartanburg tonight, but since I do not have these things, I can't. I miss my friends there so much.
It seems like everyone's lives are changing super drastically. I don't really know what to think about it sometimes. Some people that I've known forever are more submerged in depression than they have ever been, and some of them are just elated and more content than ever. Some of them have made mistakes that have to be delt with. It's so crazy watching all of my friends and hearing about everyone's hectic lives, online and in person. It seems like I'm the only person that doesn't have some amazing or tragic story to tell, and in some ways it makes me sad. My life lacks the excitement that I was sure it had at one point. I'm not really sure when I became an old, married, cat having, cookie baking woman.
And I like it sometimes, even, but then I remember my old dreams.
Last weekend was probably one of the best weekends ever. The show in Laurens got cancelled because the roof caved in, so I drove to Spartanburg to spend the weekend with Anna, Holleigh, Megan, and all of the other awesome people that live there.
The drive up there is so great. There is even a cute (pretty creepy) town where Barbie and Ken dolls would live. I love long drives and finally getting to where I'm going. After I got there, I met up with Holleigh and Anna at Blockbuster and we drove to Holleigh's (old) house to get all dolled up for shopping and skating. We ate at Souper Salad and I dropped my cell phone in the damn toilet during an attempt to explain to my boss why I called in sick for work. It still freaks out, so I hope I'll be getting a new one soon.
Roller skating was awesome and well worth the wait. Three fucking dollars! I fell only once, no bruises. Anna scored this major bruise, massive bruise, and it was cute watching her try to sit down without it hurting. We drove all the way to Greenville afterwards to go see Christmas lights, but they were closed, so we went to this really awesome coffee shop in the city. They had (out of stock) pumpkin cheesecake! We bought wine at 11:57 that night and drove to haunted houses and bridges.
I left pretty early the next day, because I needed to get home and talk to someone and tell him things that I thought and that I needed him to hear. I said things that I shouldn't, but I justified them easily. I dislike dishonesty and I seriously don't ever want to deal with it again.
I was reading something about a boy rigging up exploding pens and strategically placing them around his school. How clever, minus the part where he completely let someone in on it that ratted him out.
I'm extremely sick today and that's just what I get. I'm going to start keeping a miniature bottle of hand sanitizer in my purse from now on, along with other miniature things. Miniature, (really cute!) handy things make purse-carrying worthwhile.
Tomorrow is the show in Laurens, Ghost Today and The Rocket Boys. I'm excited to see everyone and to be able to laugh without faking it. I can't describe how fucking great the people I'm seeing tomorrow are.
List 10 things that bring you a moment of joy. Tag 6 friends to do the same:
1)Having the most amazing, most awesome friends in the world. 2)My boyfriend 3)Natalie Portman 4)Laying on hammocks 5)When puns really aren't intended 6)Books 7)Laughing my guts out 8)Loving (or being excited about) something so much, that you just get hyper and you want to hit it..hard..but in a happy way. (I'm hoping that one's not just me) 9)Bringing the funk, in the form of skating at old school skating rinks and/or rollerblading in the street. 10)Music!
Last night, my parents drove to Florida to pick up a hot dog stand and I had the house to myself. It was pretty creepy, and the absence of kids and adults screaming their lungs out was just as creepy. My house has never been so quiet, ever. ALSO, Kelly called me and I almost cried. It's so shitty how senseless drama affects people that weren't even included.. So shitty how a whole summer/friendship was almost wasted. We talked about everything in the world, it was amazing. The Anna called me and told me all about her wreck and a crazy Asian woman. We talked about adventures and spontaneity. I hate how the most awesome, great people live hours away and how I'm so busy all of the time. I love my friends, infinity!
I called Mandy to tell her goodnight after I saw her picture pop up on my cell phone and after I couldn't figure out how to answer it. I'm so full of appreciation for her and I can't wait for another best friends day.
I'M SO CLOSE TO VERMONT AND NEW YORK. AND 18. AND MY TATTOO.
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